[you could tell me what you're gonna do the rest of the day?]
well I don't really know. 
I would like to fries. 
but I don't think I could walk all the way back. 
[m:...]
I need my medicine.
I don't know how I'm gonna do it. 
<I k-> I can't walk back and forth. 
so this is something that's very hard. 
[mhm.]
like <I> I need it. 
and I don't know how to get there and do it (.) and get back.  
[mhm.]
um (..) so <the> thinking about stuff: like that. 
it's like should I just (..) [throws hands in air] tell them to just take me to fries?
and at least I would have my medicine?
and then I might have to walk a little and s- sit [mhm] and walk and sit. [mhm.] 
for what would normally take [gestures for pondering] (.) five or x- ten minutes will take me an hour. [laughs.]
[mhm mhm.]
yeah.
and it depends on <my my> my hurt <for my> <arms> [mhm] <not my arms this is my arm [gestures to arm]> for my knees. 
[m:...]
mhm. 
[what do you like to make yourself for food?]
what do I what? 
[what do you like to make yourself?]
<I> that's very bad. [throws hands in air]
<I> I don't anymore. 
<I> this stuff comes from <the w-> the (..) meal wheel. 
[oh okay.]
[uhuh.]
so you gotta get what they bring. 
and sometimes it's good.
and sometimes it's horrible.
[oh okay.]
and if I do anything else which is usually vegetable I put it on the (.) [gestures on table] quick thing. 
[mhm.]
um <I just don't I don't> (.) it's too hard (.) to cook.
[mhm mhm.]
<it's like> um it was hard [laughs] getting some tea yesterday.
because it took me like ten minutes [mhm] to be able to get where I needed it and where I could put it where it won't fall... [gestures getting things together] [right] 
<and and> (..) and (..) how am I gonna hold it?
it's heavy.
[mhm.]
and how am I gonna get it back up?
and then when I'm gonna put it out...
so my brain is always [mhm] (..) way far [gestures moving forward] of what is actually happening. 
[mhm.]
I feel like I'm in two places most of the time. 
[mhm mhm.]
like I really do. 
it's like (.) um I have two or three people with me [mhm mhm] all the time.
so...
[yeah yeah yeah.]
[you like to drink tea...]
yes I do like tea. 
[mhm.]
I feel like um I like my night time tea.
[uhuh.]
<it> to me (..) it means (.) finished. 
[mhm.]
it means (.) lay down.
[mhm.]
it means (.) sleep. [distorted s?]
[uhuh.]
it means happy. 
[yeah.]
and I get all kinds of different ones. 
[mhm.]
so it makes my brain (.) <you know> [uhuh] think [shrugs shoulders] (..) ð- that the taste of the tea makes my brain go to (.) a different place. [gestures to left]
[yeah yepp yeah.]
<and I> <and my> <I> I have to stop doing this. (.)
but (.) um (.) I know I can't (..) eat a lot of stuff because I need to lose (.) way more  (.) weight.
because it's really killin' my (.) n- (.) knees.
and I know that'll help it. 
[m:...]
but I love honey on my tea. 
[oh yes I do too.]
and so I wait (.) until my last one for my honey.
even if I have more I don't use it. 
[yeah yeah.]
and then I was complaining that it's like oh my god I'm just doin' everything I can think of...
and I'm hungry all the time.
and I'm not eating a lot...
and so we were talkin' about stuff.
and <my sister> [laughs] my sister said well maybe you should stop taking honey. [shrugs shoulders]
the first thing you're doing is you lay down...
that's a lot of carb [m:...] (...) right there. 
[hm.]
and I was like ugh. [laughs]
[I know I like honey too.]
[that would be hard to...]
I know. 
for the last one...
this is like I wait all day...
[yes.]